give thanks.

so, since i was busier spending time with the fam over thanksgiving break, i missed making my thanksgiving list of things i am thankful for.

so, here it is.

first and foremost - i am thankful for my family.
i have two of the most loving and supportive parents ever. they've helped me become the person i am, and are still shaping the person i will become.
my brother is one of my biggest inspirations. he's my hero, and i really look up to him. he has a beautiful, wonderful wife, and i love her dearly. she's been such a friend to me, and i don't just think of her as 'my brother's wife.' she is my sister. and their baby ... she is the most beautiful little girl. she is healthy and doing well.

i am thankful for my personal well-being.
i am healthy. i have a roof over my head and clothes on my back. i have parents financially and spiritually supporting me 100% so that i can further my education. each day, i realize how lucky i am.

i am thankful for cory.
he loves me unconditially, no matter what. he's everything i could've wanted, and every day i find out new things that make me love him more. he's my best friend, and i don't know what i'd do without him.

i am thankful for my friends.
yanno, i don't really have many. and that's okay. i'd rather have a few good friends than lots of acquaintances.



i am thankful for this life.

weird.

you are so fucking weird. right now, you're bouncing up and down and rocking back and forth.

are you kidding me?
are you freakin autistic??

ever since you came back to the room all i can hear is CRUNCH SLURP CHEW

sick!

why did i agree to this? when cory isn't here to keep me sane, i seriously want to just scream and walk out. UGH

today

so today was redonk. total rollercoaster and it sucked.

i had a kick-ass audition today. i rocked the hell outta that thing, and i feel really confident that i'm going to get a role. just gotta keep those fingers crossed.

my building had a little "harvest dinner" thingie tonight which was basically your standard thanksgiving dinner. i go in there planning to get mine to go, but i see one of my friends, and i decided to eat with them. the damn place was so crowded that i lost my friend, but i had already gotten my dinner on a plate and tray and everything. an there was no one else for me to sit with so i sat alone. made me miserable sitting there thinking about how thanksgiving is about family and how i was sitting there by myself, awkwardly alone.

cant wait until tomorrow so i can be with my family and cory.

i hate weird al.

i hope he dies.

happy catmas!

so ... today is catmas. what is catmas, you ask? catmas is celebrated on the first friday in october. it is celebrated by bloggers posting pictures of their favorite kitties on their blogs.

im not making this up, i swear. see? http://www.catmas.com/

so, in the spirit of the season, here you go.

i miss piper :(

okay so i really really miss piper. i cant wait to come home this weekend and be able to hold her again. im super excited that i have monday and tuesday off of school so i can maybe babysit a little.

oh, by the way, here she is.

SO CUTE!!

hooray im an auntie!

YAY!

i have a neice! piper diane was born on the 26th at 7:40-something. she's around seven pounds i think. yeah, communication hasnt been so good with the details lol. i went home last night to visit everyone at the hospital. i cant believe how small she is. i held her for what seemed like the longest time. i love her little hands and fingernails and feet and toes and everything else. she's perfect. im way excited that im gonna be her aunt. i mean, its a big responsiblity. but im totally gonna be that sweet-ass aunt who gives you random shit and lets you get away with way too much. hell yeah.

im glad you called; its been a really long time since we've talked. and in a weird way, it was like we never stopped. i had to push myself back into reality and remember, 'oh yeah, this isn't going to be an hour-long conversation like it used to be.' so really like old times. kinda cool though.

things are better here, and im starting to be not as sick. i bought some airborne to take while im in the room. megan gets way too sick way too damn often. and when she gets sick its like she loses all common sense. when you're sick, take care of it. dont put more stress on your body then what is already there. im not your mother, dont make me feel like its my responsibility to make you healthy. because its not. just try to be smart about everything, like if you're sick and tired and achy, dont stay out until one or two in the fucking morning and then be dragging the next day. just dont be retarded about it, and maybe your illness wont last a freakin year. geez.

sorry, i needed to get that rant out. whew!

oh, btw, this post is coming straight from the computer lab because the power cable to my laptop decided to take a shit. niiiiice.